Without you, there is Me...

Aku pernah berharap...
I ever hope...

Kuharap aku membalas pesanmu saat kau bilang " Thx 4 care in me..."
I hope I reply your message when you sent your last message "Thanks for care in me..."

Kuharap aku tak pernah membanting sabuk pengaman saat kau mengemudikan mobil kecilmu untuk mengantarku
I hope I never beat the safety-belt when you drove for me

Kuharap aku diam saja saat 1000 meter aku memilih jalan kaki dan untuk 100 meter kau naiki mobilmu
I hope I am in silence when I chose to walk for 1000 meters and just for 100 meters you drove your car

Kuharap aku tak cemberut saat kau lakukan hal-hal konyol dengan teman-temanmu
I hope I never glum when you act so foolish with your friends

Kuharap aku tak marah dan tetap fokus pada lukisanku saat melihatmu berbreakdance sesukamu
I hope I never fury and still in consentration with my paint when you made fun with your breakdance

Kuharap aku tak memesan jus melon saat kau juga memilihnya juga
I hope I never order melon juice when you wanted it too

Kuharap aku tak pernah menggerutu saat menemukanmu ketika aku kesasar di tempat itu
I hope I never grumble when I was missed and I found you there

Seharusnya aku senang dengan semua itu, aku pernah menemukanmu...
I felt little happy properly, I ever found you there...

Tapi, itu semua adalah "aku pernah berharap"
But, there are "I ever hope..."

Sekarang, aku bersyukur, untuk semua waktu yang kulalui dan pertemuanku denganmu
Now, I'm glad to say "Thanks God...", for all of time I spent with you, for meeting you

Dan berkata
And I wanna say

"Thx 4 care in me too."
"Thanks for care in me too."

Hahaha... tulisan di atas adalah puisiku yang kutulis untuk :
Hahaha... It's a poem I write to:

Diriku yang gak pernah becus ama sesuatu bernama puisi.
Dari nulis, deklamasi bahkan menafsirkan isi aja gak ngeh sama sekali.
Sejak SD kalo ada guru ngasih nilai 70 untuk puisiku, kuanggap 20 adalah bonus menulisku. Jadi nilaiku 50 kalo murni!
Kalo guru ngasih 50 buat deklamasi kacauku, kuanggap mereka memberiku nilai dan menyuruhku berhenti membaca karena "merana" mendengarkanku.
Dan lebih parahnya, aku paling gak bisa memahami puisi cinta. Gak tau dimana letak indahnya!

I do not have incompetent with something called poetry.
From writing, elocution not even interpret the contents.
Since elementary school if there is teacher give me 70 points for my poems, I assume 20 is the bonus of writing. So my score 50 if pure!
If teachers give me 50 for my bad declamation, I assume they gave me the points and tell me to stop reading because of the "miserable" listen to me.
And the worse, I can not understand most love poems. I do not know where is beautiful!

Temanku sekelasku yang bilang,
"Chen...chen... kamu tu kalo update status fb mbok yang mutu. Sukanya ngasih pengumuman dan penghinaaan terhadap tugas kuliah. Contoh aku dong, status penuh cinta gitu."

My friend in my class said,
"Chen ... Chen ... can you make your facebook status updates better? I dun understand why you just give the worst word for the subjects and give us a college assignment announcement. Look at me, my status always so lovingly."

Teman lain kampusku yang bilang,
"Makanya bikin puisi pake hati, pake perasaan."
Hahhh? Aku selalu pake perasaan kok kalo nulis puisi, perasaan tersiksa!

My nother college friend said,
" Oh, I know. Can you make your poetry with your soul, use your feeling, understand?"
Hahhh? I always use my "feeling", u know? miserable feeling at all !

Terakhir, untuk kerja kerasku membuka dan membaca halaman puisi yang bagiku sangat "memualkan" di koran harian minggu pagi.
Nyebelin, biasane enak-enaknya baca halaman pletsir sama liat gambar lucu + TTS!
E...e...e.... sekarang malah baca puisi! Bisa dingekeki kucing aku!

Lastly, for my hard work to open and read the pages of my poetry is "nauseating" in a daily newspaper Sunday morning.
Bummer, I always spent my holiday. I'm enjoy for reading about travelling, funny pictures and crossword!
E. .. e. .. e. ... now even read poetry! My cat can be laugh now!

Dan "puisi cinta terpaksa" diataslah jadinya. Beneran kagak penting!
Hiii... merinding aku baca n denger puisi cinta. Hawa gak enak.
And this "forced love poem" becomes. It's really unimportant!
Hiii ... I shudder to read n hear a love poem. Eve was not good.

Dan aku paling seneng baca "puisi" terindah di dunia, Al Qur'anul Karim ma perkataan Rosululloh SAW...
Gak bikin mual, bikin ati tentram dan bikin kaya...
Kayaaaa.... pahala!
And I'm most happy to read "poetry" of the world's most beautiful, Al Qur'anul Karim and messages from Rosululloh SAW ...
Not to make sick, make peace and create rich ...

To be a rich person and get .... the most beautiful reward!

Photo by : Meredith Haley Sonson "Pink Love"